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Hey, I'm JAYNA from HPPS St Margs Sec! I'm a proud megalifer, and I BELONG to CENTRAL 2♥. He is my strength, my fortress, my father and friend, my everything.
Artistic RHYTHMIC GYMNAST♥, and was from XJT'07, C Com'08.
Lives to S1M4J!

Tuesday, November 13, 2007 @ 5:07 PM

Wow.
That's all I can say.

I'm thinking back about the many experiences I had when I was younger.
Guess what? The song "A MOMENT LIKE THIS" triggered all these memories. This song is really VERY nice. Go hear it. (:

A moment like this,
some people wait a lifetime,
for a moment like this,
some people search forever,
for that one special kiss,
oh, I can't believe its happening to me.
some people wait a lifetime,
for a moment like this.

Oh man, it's a sweet song.
Let me tell you the many good and bad experiences I had when I was younger.

I remember this one time,
I cut my sister's hair.
That day, my sister and I had watched "The Parent Trap" for like I think 3 to 4 times. We were like inspired by the 2 twins who cut their hair in the show, so we went ahead and tried it too. Unfortunately, it didn't turn out well. I remember that strong feeling...
"Oh God, please let mom think that this is the best hair cut she's seen Alisa get, please let her see that talent in me. And maybe...send me to a hair dressing school"
I remember the fear of getting scolded, which is quite rare for me. My parents don't scold alot. They don't believe in scolding. But that's because my sister and I always feel VERY bad when we do bad stuff, like VERY bad stuff, so we don't do much of those bad stuff.
Yeah, that was a very bad experience. And that's probably the WORST thing I ever did at home.

Oh and yeah that was funny.

I remember that period, that 1 year when I backslidded.
Ok don't be shocked or anything.
That year was my worst. It's like peer pressure was kicking in, I was doing all kinds of funny things, stealing (from classmates), major vulgarities, forging, cheating and some worse. -.- really. And yeah I can't explain the feeling when at nights I couldn't help staring at the ceiling, thinking that life REALLY is very vulnerable. One car crash, a life is loss. A disease, a life is loss. Then I start to think how I'm going to die, then I think of how my parents will die. Then I start to imagine myself on a deserted island with NO ONE at all, alone. It's dark, it's cold.
That's why I don't watch CAST AWAY, lol.
But Jayna's biggest biggest fear and weakness is LONELINESS. ): I can't do without my friends and family. I'LL DIE WITHOUT GOD LAH.

Conclusion, I'm glad I'm a big girl now. :D
BIG GIRLS DON'T CRY! (:

Ok, I shall devote the bottom half of this post to dance.

I've been watching alot of ice skating videos.
Some have such nice music, like YOU RAISE ME UP. They're really nice. There are some ice skating videos that you can literally CRY after watching. That's dance, it's so literal.
It reaches into your heart, with the many complicated and difficult poses, but all done by perfect and precise control.
Man, I just wanna dance and dance and dance, look at those ice skaters. They have a huge ice skating rink, they spin, they can KEEP spinning, they look so pretty when they glide and the wind blows against them. :D

I WANNA DANCE FOR GOD. :D