Recent Tagboard Misc
Layout: Yeling
Icon: LJ/reruntherace

CENTRAL TWO♥ CENTRAL ONE(: CENTRAL THREE (: Abby Adlin Alex Andrea Ariel BenLee BenLeow Carissa Charis Charmaine Chantal Chee Yann Cheryl Chien Hui Christine Claudia Claudia Caitlin Danielle Derek Edrea Elaine Elza Evelyn Enci Fidelia Hannah Heather Huay Yee Huimin Grace Ian Irwin Jae Janel Janice Janine JieShi JingYing Joan Chew Joan Ng Joanne Jodie Joey Joy JoyLu Julianne Karen Kele Lianne Li Lian Lydia Maverick Mel Michelle and Weiyi Michelle Poh Minying Miin Nicole ONEFOUR'07 Ophelia Pamela Persis Piying Rachel Lee Rachel Tan Reylyn Ryan Sabrina sixeffohsix Siti ShaunTan Shelly Shirlyn Sufen Ting Fang Vivienne Weiming Weiyan Wood Yan Yiann Yunye Yusamirah

Profile

Hey, I'm JAYNA from HPPS St Margs Sec! I'm a proud megalifer, and I BELONG to CENTRAL 2♥. He is my strength, my fortress, my father and friend, my everything.
Artistic RHYTHMIC GYMNAST♥, and was from XJT'07, C Com'08.
Lives to S1M4J!

Friday, June 6, 2008 @ 2:19 PM

He's holding out he's hand, and he's reaching for your heart.

This has been more or less what I've been thinking about today.
HANDS and HEARTS.

Was feeling super _________ in gym today.
Look at everyone doing, wah lao eh. Why am I in gym man. What am I doing. Then even better, when coming to do routine with music, suay suay I kena have to start first.
I was soooooooooo fed up. Like, what am I doing.

Sometimes, when you look around and see everyone strutting their stuff, you start to wonder what YOU are doing.
Sometimes, when you're wondering what you're doing, you feel like backing out.
Sometimes, when you feel like backing out, you wonder why.
Sometimes, when you're wondering why, you look around, and you start to think.

And when you think, you say to yourself,
Oh, she's flexible.
Oh, she's got pretty toes, she points them so well.
Oh, she's got a good jump.
Oh, she's got good stamina.
Oh, she's just perfect.

Sometimes, when you think like that, you wonder what YOU'RE special for.
Sometimes, when you try to think too hard over your strengths, you end up listing out your flaws.
And then, you start wishing you were THAT person.

But, SOMETIMES, people understand.
Sometimes, people can see that you're feeling like that. And SOMETIMES, surprisingly, they encourage empower you.
It's not ALL about your hands, your feet or your movements.
It's more about your heart.
Wo guan de bu shi ni de jiao, hai shi shou, hai shi shen me,
Shi XING zui zhong yao.

And sometimes, that just tells you,
I might not be as flexible,
I might not have such nice toes,
I might not have a jump as good,
I might not have a stamina as good,
I might not be as perfect,

But I might have a heart that let's me forget these flaws.
Maybe gym isn't for me, but maybe heart can make it so.

And then, it was my turn again. 3rd round.
And Jodieeeeee said, "go jayna! you can do it"
And Lao Shi went, "Yeah, you can do it!"
WOW. These words, coming from my best friend and then from my coach, are just DIFFERENT. Like a light at the end of a tunnel. Like a way out (: Like salvation. Like hope :D Like joy :D

I'm just gonna do my best, not in my actions, but with my heart.
And my heart tells me that God's gonna make it enough (:

I am beautiful no matter what they say

Words can't bring me down
I am beautiful in every single way
Yes, words can't bring me down
So don't you bring me down today